Loved

No matter how hard I try to deny, I am constantly reminded of how loved I am.

There are times when I don't feel love at all, but all in all, I know that,

My family. Loves me. ;)

I get near to strangers very easily. I make friends easily. But I am very afraid of getting too close to people.

What if they can't accept me for who I am?

But ya, I am glad to have found good friends along the way. :)

* * * * * * *

I have been thinking a lot these days, about marriage, about family, about relationships and friends.

Like how backstabbing can occur among close ones;

How family can fall apart;

Benefits of staying single, making yourself the only priority in your life;

etc.

Those occasional bickering between my parents make me feel like questioning them, would they have been happier if they didn't end up together?

After my careful observation, my answer is : No.

They wouldn't be happier, and wouldn't be sadder too. This is part of life. No matter what happens, there is always a good side and a bad side of it. It's up to us to decide whether we have a miserable life, or a happy life. 

In conclusion, I realise that no matter how hard I think I can plan for future, it's of no use. 

So, don't think. :D

and most importantly, live in the moment. ;)