What if I?

So many things in life which I did wrong. But well, I have to admit that every single mistake I made eventually enabled me to be who I am today.

But ya, indeed, I feel that I am about to make a grave mistake soon by not studying hard enough. And I feel that I can learn my lesson without having to fail my subsequent exam. Need to start studying seriously. :)

So many what ifs in life! And so many "if only I.." in life. Oh wells, we wouldn't know what we have missed until we missed it, and we wouldn't know what we might have in the future as well. :D Instead of looking back, I should be looking forward instead! :)

I am loving my life. Every minute and every second of it. But I know I can love my life more by working hard and make my studies worth the amount of money spent.

My life is so wonderful that it's a bit unbelievable. It's like the uber nice rainbow after the self-created storm which I weathered through with sadness, and missed out the gist of fun and joy with friends. I am glad that I am starting to realise it happening.

The biggest life changing event in my life is realising that I have total control over my emotions, my mind, and my actions if I want to. The rest lies with God's hand. I am thankful for God, indeed, for bringing my existence to this wonderful world, for giving me an awesome family, nice friends, and bad experiences to learn from, to suffer yet not fail too much in life. I love my life. I am thankful for the food I have. I am thankful for everything in my life. If you ask me, I think I am at the peak of my life. 21 years old. It's awesome. :)

Need to refocus.

Life is great. So great.